The Rachel Sullivan

Something about this has come back into my life. I think there are a lot of changes coming up in my life and I thought it’d be fun to start documenting, start creating.

I think i’ve come to this point in life of information saturation. so much consuming, not enough creating.

there was a weekend not too long ago, a concert for electronic music. I was there and going to meet up with some friends. I was on a mission this evening to participate in fun. I looked around the crowd and asked how much fun the people were having. they stated they were having fun, and i asked if i could also participate in their fun. so then we were all having fun together. and I ended up having fun by myself. so much fun, that each moment was being experienced as a completely new moment from the previous. I closed my eyes and could feel the music as energy, as sound waves.. it was so much fun.

the next morning i felt new in my body. having the veil of life lifted for a moment in time was refreshing. my place flooded months ago and I’m still not sure that that has processed fully in me. it has been six months. one moment i was there and now six months have gone by and i am here. i have not sat on a couch in six months. i find it to be an exercise in appreciation. the first moment sitting on your own couch i will forever remember it.

i am going to medical school in july.

i don’t know what i’m going to do in school yet.

its a big change as well.